Something strange is happening in my mind. There's a battle going on. Most of the time I'm not even conscious of it. Sometimes I feel so down for no apparent reason. This morning for instance I feel my body screaming help me LORD. I don't know what is going on or why I feel this way or what to do to feel at peace. Maybe it is one of those firery darts that are being aimed towards me?. Maybe I just have to duck? Keep looking up, keep praying, keep holding on no matter what it looks like. On the outside it looks so good but the inside sometimes feels like it crumbling.